The contractions started just after midnight—sharp, insistent, impossible to ignore. By the time the nurse smiled and said, “Tonight’s the night, Ms. Carter,” I was already bracing myself for the kind of pain you don’t forget.
By sunrise, it was over.
They placed her in my arms—a perfect baby girl, flushed and furious, with a strong cry and a full head of dark hair. I named her Lily Grace Carter before I even left the delivery room. She was warm, alive, and entirely mine. For the first time in years, something in my life felt untouched by everything that had come before.
I should have known better than to expect my family to feel the same.